To The Top

Long, long ago before internet was on cell phones and home computers were commonplace, I saw a photo of Denali reaching towards the sky. I remember riding bikes to the library (one of those buildings that holds books) and turning the pages in mountaineering books…one day.

 

This is definitely one thing I can blame on my mom, she is the hiker.  I know now she had a daughter so she would have a hiking buddy.  When we would visit my grandma she always said “hey let’s go for a hike at Will Rogers State Park” and off we’d go.  Will Rogers State Park is as nestled as anything can be in Los Angeles offering spectacular views of the Pacific Ocean the higher up you go and we always managed to hike the loop trail to the highest point we could reasonable reach in a few hours.  Our weekend jaunts included what seemed like endless car rides to Sequoia National Park for more hiking.  I “discovered” my very first period in the campground bathroom.  My mom told me “just wrap some toilet paper around my underwear, the nearest store is 30 miles away.”  By the time I was nine she was taking my brother and me up Half Dome in Yosemite.  (Here is where I must admit the cables were a bit to daunting and I waited at the bottom, which haunted me until my 30’s when I returned to the very top to dangle my feet off the edge as the climbers topped out over Half Dome’s face.)

My mom decided it was time to hike to the highest peak in the lower 48, Mt. Whitney, 14,505 feet.  I was fourteen.  The first plan was to hike part way, camp, and then reach the summit on the second day.  Instead, we hiked up and back in one day, 22 miles round trip.  Being fourteen and sexy I raced some cute boys to the top, leaving my mom and brother behind.  My mom said I wrote “18” in the summit log book, instead of my real age. I can’t remember and it was so long ago I doubt there is proof anymore.  But it was Mt. Whitney, at fourteen, when I knew my heart belonged in the mountains.  After tackling the highest point in the lower 48, why not the highest point in North America, Denali? 

I truly believe I had absolutely no idea back then of what it meant to climb Denali.  Until then I had only hiked.  But as time went on I learned to climb rocks, ice and mountains.  I joined backcountry ski patrol to learn about avalanches.  I soaked up rescue clinics to learn crevasse travel and survival.  I read – at the library.  In 2007 I made my first attempt, successfully reaching 14,200 feet where bronchitis set in and my climb was over.

Since then there have been some hiccups.  In 2009 I was diagnosed with breast cancer.  I had nine surgeries, chemotherapy and radiation.  When treatment ended I set my sights on climbing once again.  After an incredibly hard weekend of testing to become an AMGA certified single pitch instructor I was diagnosed with lymphedema.  Lymphedema was my personal death sentence.  I was told no lifting weight over 8 lbs, climbing would forever be easy and simply recreational, no caffeine and no spicy food.  Of those, I gave up caffeine.

On Friday I begin my journey to Alaska.  My climbing partner and I will fly onto the glacier May 13th.  Like when I hiked Mt. Whitney with my mom, we will make our summit bid about May 25th from 14,200 feet, climbing just over 6,000 feet to reach the summit in one very long day….

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to Kansas

Special K has nothing on Magnesium Citrate.  Just one 8 oz serving and you’ll drop a jean size in 24 hrs.  Special K cereal you have to eat all week!  I’m fairly convinced at this point my intestines played a symphony in B-flat through the night.  I am sufficiently caught up on my bathroom reading, my toenail polish is removed, fingernails buffed and filed, I managed a few Sudoku puzzles, and some journaling.  I know now that tomato skin is not digestible at all, but does in fact linger in your body for days after eating.
In a few hours the remaining parts of my female-hood will be removed.  Two and half years ago I was diagnosed with cancer.  Now that I know what a Seton stitch is (don’t even ask!) I akin cancer to a Seton.  It rips away at you as you slowly rebuild on the other side into, hopefully, a better person.
Two days ago I was high on the Second Flatiron overlooking Boulder, Denver, and Kansas with a friend.  We swapped leads as she learned and I taught.  She was a fast learner and a great climber.  At one point — her lead — she turned around and said she wished she had a camera, that would be a great picture.  I turned to see the view, Kansas, and remembered she was born in Kansas.
We spend so much of our time pushing forward, achieving success, becoming something.  But in the end, in our view, don’t we all just want to go back to when life was simple?
Here’s to Kansas.
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Torreys ~ a Thursday jaunt to 14,267 feet

On a whim several months ago I pulled off the highway at Bakerville exit.  To my delight a small brown sign pointing the way to Grays.

Torreys and Grays stand side by side at 14,267 and 14,270 feet respectively.  Torreys is the more magnificent pointy peak and just three and half miles to the summit (three to the summit of Grays).  Grays is the highest point along the Continental Divide.

As Jeff and I basked in the summit sun, we couldn’t help but notice just how massive the rocky mountain range is, spreading for miles.  The summit of Torreys offers views of the neighboring ski resorts: A-Basin, Keystone, and Breckenridge.  A clear day reveals the Maroon Bells, Longs Peak, Democrat, Lincoln and the “boys”, Quandary.  I thought I saw ice forming in Ouray…maybe just wishful thinking!

A little yoga, a little break … a magnificent day.

 

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Time is the Ultimate Healer

Wednesday evening I went to Left Hand Brewing Company, a place I frequented often during treatment until I just couldn’t stand to go anymore.  I just got tired of answering the question: how do you feel today.  I was the bald girl with a chemo port that dated the bartender.  It was a pity that was too much for me — and you’re so young!  OK I was 38, but I didn’t consider myself all that young.  I just wanted to be human first.

This time at Left Hand I was just a girl there with my boyfriend.  We drank a beer, talked about the upcoming ski season, chit-chatted with fellow consumers about nothing and everything, but definitely NOT cancer.  Time healed.  People forgot.  I was just a red-head (sort of) with a cute boyfriend beside me and a beer in front of me.  Even the long-time bartender forgot.  He didn’t ask me how I was feeling and that was the best feeling ever!

I remember someone saying to me once: time is an amazing healer.  I remember thinking, yeah, right!  I’ll never forget.  But sometimes I do.  Sometimes I even forget I was the bald chick.  Not everyone has time on their side and often I don’t think I have time on my side.  But when I stop for just a minute and enjoy the moment, I realize I have time and time heals.

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Final Week to Sign Up for the Pink Ribbon Climb

The weather forecast calls for a great day of climbing with blue skies and plenty of sunshine.  This is the final week to register for the Pink Ribbon Climb.  All cancer survivors and caregivers are invited to celebrate living.

The climbing is for all abilities from the “never-have’s” to the “wow-it’s-been-a-long-time-but-I-love-it!”  We’ll enjoy a fun day outside, learning new things and meeting new friends and maybe conquering a fear or two.  You’ll definitely leave with a huge sense of accomplishment…and a goodie bag.

I look forward to meeting you and climbing with  you!

Registration closes Thursday evening.  To register, click here.

 

 

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Check out our Events page

Wondering what to do with your weekend?  Looking for special training?

Visit our Events page and mark your calendar to participate in your favorite events.  Share the Events page with a friend.  Sometimes the little things in life are best shared with those you care most about.

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Save the date – Pink Ribbon Climbers, August 13th

We’ve had beautiful days with some afternoon showers, but the climbing has been spectacular.

We’ve lowered the price for Pink Ribbon Climbers!   The August 13th Pink Ribbon Climb is open to all cancer survivors and caregivers.  The new price is $45 and includes all the same great stuff:

  • All equipment
  • Transportation
  • AMGA certified instructors
  • Goodie Bag with snacks, water, and gifts

Pre-registration is required.  Click here to reserve your spot today!

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